I was released from Young Women's today. Jason and I were called into the bishop's office on Wednesday where I was "released." I immediately broke down sobbing. You have to understand that I have been in Young Women's for 4 years. And I loved it. I have been through 3 Young Women Presidents and this would have been my 4th year at girls camp. I loved my various callings and I loved the girls. No, I wasn't burnt out. No, I didn't ask to be released. In fact, the hardest part about the whole thing was that I wasn't given any warning and I was the only one being replaced. Which means it's hard for me to not feel like it's more about me being pushed out, than it is time for a change. That and I feel like I did something wrong. But, with no explanations beyond, "It's time." and knowing I was mostly just "biding my time" anyway...what can I do? I'll tell you what. Keep going to church. Put on a happy face and pretend like it doesn't hurt. Get over it. Move on. I will. Don't worry.
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Sad day for those girls that you love so very much too.
It's pretty awkward for the one person being called to fill your shoes. You can be super supportive of her, too, even if you're sad. Everybody loves loves loves Jeri Dawn and the presidency already feels all comfy and the girls all feel pretty settled and she's gotta feel overwhelmed and out of place. That's how I got into my calling in RS. I'm sorry you'll miss your camp and your girls, though. That is really tough.
Oh I am so sorry. The girls are just as crushed I am sure. They all loved you so much, that will be quite the adjustment for everyone. That is such a long time in a calling! You are AMAZING and you did the very best job! I know that the girls and (myself) learned SOOOO much from you and they (and I) will remember you and what you taught us FOREVER. You are such a good example and friend and now it's time for you to be able to relax and get ready for that sweet new baby:)
I am so sorry! I know that you love that calling! Good luck. Hope it isn't Primary president waiting for you...
So sorry you're sad. Of course it's not a bad reason as to why you were released. I'm sure whatever calling is waiting for you will be just as fulfilling. Plus, it'll be nice to focus on the new baby. Hang in there.
It is hard to get released from a loved calling especially after so long. I feel your pain, and can see where your being-pushed-out feelings come from. I'm sure that's not the case though. Like you said, just keep hanging in there and going to church. Time and new things will help the pain. It's okay to feel the pain though too; It means you did a good job!
It looks like you had a blast on the off-roadin' trip. Cute photos of your gals!
Those are cool shoes. I'd like to try a pair too!
As far as doctors, nurses, and hospitals go, I can see where you are coming from but you also have to take into consideration legalities and policy and procedures. I know, legalities smalities! A lot of hospital things are silly, but legally doctors and nurses have to do certain things and monitor certain things. If we don't, we're just setting ourselves up in a check-mate situation and putting our jobs at risk. Our sue-happy world has dictated a lot of this. One thing you may want to consider is a birthing center. They have trained professionals but not such stringent standards. You can direct more of your care there. A hospital is what it is and they do what they do. It's hard to get around that. If something really goes wrong though, they can be yyour life savers!
JD-- where to start. I am crying for you now. When I looked at you on Sunday I didn't know what to say. I know you loved that calling and wanted to stay. The girls loved you too. Everything Jamie said I ditto. You have taught me so much. You are an amazing person. You have given me strength when you didn't know it and lifted me to places I didn't think I could get to. You have helped me reach my goals and I am truly grateful for our friendship. Thank you for all you have done for me! Hang in there. If you ever want to talk I am always here.
That same thing happened to my friend in her ward, but she was in the Primary presidency. She was the only one released and was so sad about it. THen she was called as the Ward activities chairperson...so maybe that's comin' your way?
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